I've never been....Just a number.

I have really been busy applying for jobs and trying to find something suiting for this next year (at least) of my life. I have found and applied to many on craiglist, websites, school sites, etc and have yet to get a reply. It has gotten quite disappointing and frustrating. My mother took the liberty to remind me that no longer am I Larissa Leifer from St. John or Larissa Leifer from Bethany University. But I am Larissa Leifer from who knows where, who knows did what, and is just another person applying for another job who probably hundreds of people are applying for. I am to the point where I am finally feeling like a number in this world. Never before have I had to experience this, but it's time to face reality. Above is how the world is now....!