let your life speak

12.11.10

2010-12-11T21:57:00.001-08:00

today i had the pleasure of going to austin with some of my most favorite women in my life! they are my lovely, amazing, and wonderful ra's. they each hold a special and precious place in my heart. they have taught me so much about myself, my job, and my relationship with the Lord. they challenge me, encourage me and push me to be a better woman for today. i hope i am giving them as much as they are giving me - Lord help me to be the best rd for them!

we had a blast shopping, eating, grabbing starbucks, and singing out hearts out. there was dancing, video taping, crazy pictures, and most importantly a whole lot of laughter. throughout the night we went around giving highlights and things we had learned about ourselves over the last semester. the number one thing that continued to come up was the relationship and bond this staff holds. these girls depend on one another, pray for one another and absolutely LOVE to be around one another. wow, i am blessed to live life with such a God-centered group of young ladies. thank you, Jesus!

building ME for someone else.

2010-09-28T21:06:00.001-07:00

i was challenged with the idea of building your relationship with Jesus so you can be strong for those around you. not to show off or be boastful, but to be encouraging and of good spirit. i've really been taking that to heart the past few weeks and i feel like my quiet time has been so much stronger. i think i get excited about the idea of being strong for my future - my future husband and children (possibly). but i really WANT and NEED to be strong for NOW. i have so many young people looking up to me and colleagues depending on me. sometimes i feel overwhelmed because i feel like i am not the person of christ they need me to be.

at the same time, i want to be patient with this process. i want to make sure my heart is in check and i am doing it for the right reasons - not to be "better" than others or boastful, not to do it "to" them, but to do it for them. more than anything i believe my desire needs to come just by wanting that deeper relationship with the lord which will in turn grow me and hopefully be of influence to others.

god, i pray you grow me into the woman for christ you intend for me to be. i pray you strengthen my knowledge and understanding of you - allow me to live in and through you so that i can see this world through your eyes and with your heart. build me strong so i can be of YOUR influence to those around me. use me lord.
amen.

nutty bars and love letters

2010-08-22T21:02:00.000-07:00

today was a day full of reminiscing. not only did i buy nutty bars (which are a favorite past time and i am currently engaging in its yumminess), but it was finally time to clean and organized a closet full of boxes i moved in with, yet never had time to do anything with. many of these boxes were full of nothing less than useless "stuff", but many contained pictures, notes, and cards filled with sweet memories. for a majority of the day i sat in my closet looking through all of these precious items and my heart was full.

sometimes it is good to look back at where we came from so we can see and appreciate where we are today, as well as where we are going. one of the items i found was a journal i have written to my future husband (since this time i have changed journals as that one is purple and pink - i am thinking he won't like that much!). it is filled with love letters, hopes, dreams, and excitment. well, 4 years and 11 months ago to the day i promised my future love that i would not kiss anyone until the day i say "i do". i had made this promise because it was a time in my life when i totally gave up dating and wanted to pursue my relationship with the lord with my full heart - no distractions or interuptions. looking back my intentions were so pure and good and i knew that i had to do something extreme so i would commit to it fully. do i necessarily agree with that now? not for sure. have i stayed true to it? well, until about a year ago when i slipped up one time. even while reading that entry today, i had forgotten i had made such an extreme promise. my heart hurts knowing i did not live up to that - but my heart was also filled with excitment knowing that God has grace and mercy every day. even after almost five years, i am still patiently and anxiously waiting for my prince charming to sweep me off my feet. God is a good god and i am thankful he has worked on my heart and in my life to prepare me for this time. i'm excited to see what is to come.

what's in that frige of yours anyway?

2010-05-12T17:38:00.000-07:00

i never truly understood how people's refrigerators could get so darn packed. i mean, how is it possible for things to get lost way back in the back - wouldn't you realize you hadn't taken a look at it in a while and would think to throw it out? plus, how many items do you actually need a fridge? surely not that many.

tonight i decided it would be a good idea just to rumble through my items in the refrigerator - knowing that with the caf closed for the summer i would need to go grocery shopping soon and wanted to make sure i wasn't going to double up on anything. plus, kevin and kara dropped off a lot of items earlier because they are moving (sad day - more to come in another post).

WELL, i threw away have of my refrigerator. i could not believe how many items had expired - it was quite disgusting. so i went from three stuffed shelves to about one. what was even worse is that i hadn't opened most of the items and realized i probably threw away at least $60-$70 worth of untouched groceries.

it's terrible.

thus, i am going to start fresh and new TODAY. i am going to plan out what i want to eat for the week and not over buy when i go shopping - there is no need for that and it is just wasteful.

no more wasting here. nope, i won't do it.

happy momma's day

2010-05-09T18:01:00.001-07:00

my mother means the world to me.
she is the woman who encourages me every single day and always inspires me to be better.
she loves me even when i am ugly to her (and when she calls me every day, lets be honest - it happens too much).
she has many years under her belt and much experience, which only ads to her wisdom and guidance.
she is learning every day to love the Lord more and more and loudly shows her faith through her every day life.
she is strong and independent, yet tender-hearted and sweet.
she's my mom - and i love her.

thank you for being who you are mom, i love you!

oh golly, oh gee

2010-05-08T18:45:00.000-07:00

today has been a great day. a day of celebration. a day of excitement. a day of busyness. but what is mostly on my mind and my heart is the fact that this is a day of goodbyes - bittersweet goodbyes.

today marks the last day of my first "academic" year at howard payne university. i have loved my job since day one and nothing has changed to this day. i was blessed with a great group of students to work with, to serve with and to do life with. this evening we had our end-of-year ra party where we got together to chat about and reflect on this past year - we also honored our students with gifts, awards and words of thanks. i am not one to cry in front of people so i knew i could handle a few words tonight; however, being by myself this evening is another story.

sometimes i wish i would have stopped and have a conversation with a resident - to be there for a lending ear, a huge hug, or an encouraging moment. sometimes i wish i would have spent more time in the evenings walking the halls, knocking on doors or going to all of the campus events. sometimes i wish....

but i live with no regrets - only hopes to be "more" next year.

to my ra's - i say thank you. i will miss you terribly this summer - our talks, our bonds, and our learning from one another. i send my prayers and love with you as you begin a new season of life.

my sunday friends.

2010-05-02T12:25:00.000-07:00

these three amazing people (Joe, Sara, & Sarah) are my favorite sunday friends. well, they are my friends every day of the week but we set aside sundays for a group get together. the first few months i was in town, i sat at church all alone in the front row. luckily, God has given me a inner confidence (or a way to fake it) by myself when needed; however, i never felt i was getting the full "community fellowship" experience. THEN i met sara and joe at small group and finally had church-sitting-buddies. sarah goes to another church, but we always try to get together for a sunday lunch.

i love these friends and am SO super blessed by them. thank you jesus for sundays, but even more so for sunday friends.

Challenge

2010-05-01T09:39:00.000-07:00

As a university, and specifically as a student life staff, we have been hiring for a new Resident Director and a new Director of Student Activities. Pretty plain and simple, right? Well, I LOVE the interview process and get so excited whenever we get the opportunity to talk to a candidate over the phone but even more so when they visit campus. Over the past two weeks we have had two gentlemen visit - both extremely different, but both with a heart to work with students. This process has been bittersweet for me because I am so going to miss the current staff who have befriended me, encouraged me, and just been great coworkers. BUT, through this process I have realized I miss the "language" of student development - I miss the provocative conversations, the challenges and the developmental theories I used to once know and study intensely. Thus, I have set a challenge before myself: I am going to learn to study again, I am going to be intentional in the developmental process, and I am going to engage in these conversations with my RA's.

I love learning, reflecting and processing! I love students and being an educator.

AND I love being a student of students.

my little. my precious little.

2010-03-03T18:56:00.000-08:00

this is my little: davana. she is absolutely so beautiful and continues to amaze me each week when we get together. she has a beautiful heart and a caring attitude that is unmet by many 9 year olds. she always chooses her words wisely and makes sure all feel welcome and comfortable. she is giving and thankful; quiet yet powerful; young yet wise; and absolutely too cute to boot!

i never thought i would learn so much from a 9 year old but she is beyond her years for maturity, heart and wisdom. i so appreciate her laughter, good conversations, and love for life.

the above picture is of our first picnic in the park - we had an absolute blast making a dinner, swinging, playing tag and just hanging out!

Feeling Alive at 25!!

2010-03-01T19:37:00.001-08:00

Today is a big day - it marks the day of the 1/4 century birthday.
It is a day where I truly felt the love of all my friends a family through phone calls, texts, emails, and facebook comments (I hope everyone can feel this special on their birthday!).
When I pictured my life at 25, it was no where near my actual life today! (Praise Jesus!) I thought I would be in some sort of business career, married, and definitely not in Texas!

With all of that, I am so blessed at where my life is today. I have my education and continuing to pursue my doctorate. I am in a job I LOVE and enjoy it each and every day, for the most part! I have amazing friends who continue to encourage and inspire me. I am in love with the Lord and continuing to challenge and push myself to follow His will more all the time. I have grown to know more about who I am and am continuing to develop my confidence, boldness and excitement for life! I love life and all that it entails!

Thank you 25 - Let's make it a good year!!

Coach Leifer

2010-02-22T18:42:00.000-08:00

so, i took on the role of cheerleading coach about three weeks ago. of course, i love it! my heart has always been drawn to cheerleading. like most know, while in college i coached a high school team as well as my college team. after stopping that my junior year, i never thought i would get into it again - except for the random times helping out at my old high school.

however, the opportunity arose...AGAIN! tonight we had practice and we are working on partner stunts. well, in my experience we never did a lot of stunting - especially partner stunting. so, i am learning as we go - (my most common motto is "fake it until you make it" and i live by that!). well.......tonight the girls thought it would be a great idea for me to be the flyer - they continued to harrass me until i finally gave in, mostly so they would shush. one thing they are forgetting is that i am probably at least 20 pounds heavier than them, so out of shape and sick right now! but, i did a little practice and it was somewhat fun - but don't tell them! :)

This is wha it would look like in the end...never got there :)

Sick and Tired

2010-02-21T14:24:00.000-08:00

i am SO sick and tired of being sick and tired.
my body aches. my nose is stuffed. and my head feels like it weighs a ton.
okay, so its only been a few days but goodness gracious it feels like its been weeks.
i feel like i put in at least 80 hours this week wih ra interviews, book group, ladies work out night, cheerleading and everything else that was added to my plate!
i love my job and i promise to smile each day i am blessed with this position, but Lord help me sleep and get rest.

I pulled the "RD" card!

2010-02-09T21:42:00.001-08:00

As I was pulling into my parking spot tonight I noticed there was a couple standing and embracing right next to the door I would have to walk in. "Oh gosh" I thought to myself. Walking past couples can always be sort of an awkward thing and especially as an RD - I never want them to feel awkward or that they are doing something wrong (unless they are, of course!). But, I gathered my courage and bit the bullet. As I walked up I just said "RD coming through", what I got in return was "See, she's the coolest RD ever!!" Right on! Apparently I just need to get in good with the couples to get the brownie points :)

My apologies

2010-02-06T08:57:00.000-08:00

Hello my gracious blog readers,

I want to apologize for keeping you out of the loop for so long. I have been absolutely so BUSY that I have failed to uphold my last promise of more updates. Well, here is the first of many...hopefully!

Allow me to catch you up on what's happening in Larissa's life through a few bullet points that capture the last few months:

LOVE LOVE LOVE my job - couldn't ask for a better one.
New friends whom I absolutely adore - thank you girls!
Went home for Christmas, spent wonderful time with my family, caught up on sleep, took an afternoon to help out the cheer squad at my old high school, dined at Eddy's with my precious friend Melody, and my sister got ENGAGED!!
Found out some of my best friends here are moving to Bend, OR in May - I keep giving them the pouty face as if that will help!
Went to a Student Leadership Conference and renewed my love for leadership, reflection, and proactive conversations.
Started reading the Chronilogical Bible and LOVE it!
Continue to invest in the lives as well as learn from my Veda ladies!

More to come....this time it's for real!

another new love...

2009-09-10T16:55:00.000-07:00

....my colleages.

(Brian, myself, and Kevin)

We were somewhat matching so, of course, I HAD to make sure to capture it. I love these guys! Ya, sure, they're kinda dorky, but they're cool so it makes up for it!

my new love....

2009-09-07T09:56:00.001-07:00

....my students.

(I promise to be better about updating!)

i just mastered me some education.

2009-06-21T19:32:00.001-07:00

standing proud and tall - and thankful!

the people who have supported me all of my life. the people who supported me through my graduate college years.

i love you girls so much. thank you from the bottom of my heart.

i have finished a big season of life - praise jesus!

The Melting Pot

2009-05-12T19:16:00.000-07:00

Litney and I went to the Melting Pot on Sunday for a cheap cheap cheap dinner! We were expecting to pay about $70, but ended up being there for Happy Hour in the bar and only paid $26. It was quite exciting!

Anyways, we completely indulged in some yummy chocolate, as shown here by my LOVELY sister! I told her I was taking a picture but ended up capturing the video instead - oops!

Happy Mommy's Day, Mom!

2009-05-10T11:46:00.000-07:00

Mom, I don't know what I would do without you. You are my number one cheerleader, my shoulder to lean on, a listening ear, and a true woman of God. I'm so blessed to have YOU as my mom. I pray that you feel blessed today and every day!

You've done good, Mom! We're the lucky ones.

LOVES

Howard Payne University.....

2009-04-28T21:44:00.000-07:00

....here I come, baby!!!

I'm off to TX tomorrow and am asking for your prayers - this is an exciting, crazy, scary season of life!!

Thank you!

A+

2009-04-25T21:13:00.001-07:00

I had my culminating SDA Portfolio Presentation yesterday and it went great! My faculty member gave me the thumbs up - I can graduate!

Hello Aunt Judy

2009-04-22T21:04:00.000-07:00

Judy -Hey, does this layout and background work better for you?? =) Whatever it will take to get people to read my blog, right??

Everyone -
So, I have applied to Howard Payne University in Brownwood, TX (in the middle of now where) and had a phone interview with them yesterday morning. I think it went quite well and, in fact, today they called for my reference s- always a good sign.

Please just keep me in your prayers. I know that God has a perfect place for me, but I am just anxious to find out where that is!

Loves

Oops, sorry!

2009-04-21T19:07:00.000-07:00

I know, I know. I am really far behind on bloggin. In fact, I have been told i shouldn't even consider myself a "blogger" =).

My goal is to begin to post again at least once a week beginning....soon! I have been super busy with school, work and the job search process - keep me in your prayers!

until then....

My "Home"coming at BU - Skit Night

2009-02-17T20:17:00.000-08:00

Here's a quick picture of date on my great weekend at Bethany University! Wednesday was Skit Night with a Disney Theme - all classes have to produce a set, skit, and dance to the specific theme! Freshmen did a phenomenal job as the Lion King, Sophomore pulled in fourth place with Alice in Wonderland, Juniors gave a great representation of High School Musical, and Senior finished the night out with the win and Aladin as their theme!
Other fun things that happen this night are big dance parties (as you will see), circus gathers for their infamous hall song of "Rain Down", screaming, and lots of laughs!

Circus girls screaming out "Rain Down"

My mentor and friend, Sharon!
Isaiah and I attempted to replace the infamous Rusty as emcees!

My favorite boys - Twiddle Dee and Twiddle Dum, Joey and Stephen!

Dance party!!!

What a fun night!

today in my life

2009-01-19T14:40:00.000-08:00

i feel bad that i haven't posted in forever so here's a run down on my martin luther king day in beautiful seattle, wa:

-slept in and woke up to the sun
-attempted to clean and organize my room which just turned into an "organized" disaster
-had an awesome sweaty disgusting workout at the gym
-came home and had "just enough" left over phad thai - heaven!
-showered
-going to be getting ready
-wanting to head down to starbucks and work on my cover letters and interest letters for potential college's i would love to work for
-head over to krissy's for a "bachelor" date with the fiersome foursome.

this is going to be a good day.

I love you, Grandpa.

2009-01-07T21:11:00.000-08:00

LEIFER, Clyde Laverne
Passed away January 1, 2009 in the presence of his loving family after a long and wonderful life. He was born January 16, 1918 at Sunset, Washington to Irvin and Anna (Mills) Leifer and grew up on the family farm in Pine City where he farmed until he retired. He married Helen Gordon in December 1941 and they just celebrated their 67th year of marriage. Clyde's greatest joy was in being with his family and friends. He took pride in teaching his children about farming and training the ponies. He loved sharing celebrations with all in his family. He enjoyed ball games and the post game "discussions." And he especially enjoyed the little children and babies. Fishing with his friends was also very special for him. Clyde was preceded in death by his son John Leifer, grandson Lance Leifer, brothers Burdette and Bob Leifer, sisters Ione Bridges and Ina Lynch, and recently deceased sister-in-law Dorothy Leifer. He is survived by his wife Helen; brother Irv Leifer; sons and their spouses Joe and Patty Leifer, Jim and Janet Leifer, Clyde and Joyce Leifer, Ed and Brenette Leifer, Daniel and Kelley Leifer; daughters and their spousesMargaret and Dale Oliver, Marie and Ron Hahner, Laura Bonner and Dolores Cage; grandchildren Therese White, Steve Leifer, Keith Leifer, Sherman Leifer, Jeff Leifer, Wes Artz, Lexy Widman, Liz Goldsmith, Kayla Leifer, Larissa Leifer, Litney Leifer, John Vincent Cage, Brent Leifer, Anna Rose Cage, Logan Leifer, Xandrea Leifer, Heleena Leifer,Jessica Bonner, Aaron Leifer, Saylen Leifer, Emerey Leifer; great-grandchildren Allie White, Morgan Leifer, Rachel Leifer, Bethie White, Ryan Leifer, Bo Leifer, Addy Leifer, Jordyn Goldsmith, Max Leifer, Jaycee Goldsmith, John Sherman Leifer, Tanner Goldsmith, Marissa Leifer, Gus Leifer and Isabella Adazewski. Memorial contributions may be made to Hospice of Spokane. A memorial service will be held at 11:00 a.m. Friday, January 9, 2008 at Cheney Funeral Chapel. Private family interment of urn will be at Pine City Cemetery in the spring.CHENEY FUNERAL CHAPEL, 1632 W. FIRST ST. CHENEY WA.

Snow Snow Snow, and then some more!

2008-12-27T19:13:00.000-08:00

This Christmas vacation has been nothing less than the true meaning of a "White Christmas". I have seen more snow in this trip back home than ever before, okay, that's a lie - but there has been TONS of snow!

Home has been great - I have spent time with my family over dinners, games and chatting, watched too much television, and had great safe outtings to visit Spokane, Grandparents, and family. This has been among my favorite of Christmas seasons - we have been ONE family who has celebrated and rejoiced the blessings in our lives!

All my mom asked for for Christmas was a family photo shoot - below are some of my favorites! Merry Christmas, Mom!

Nothing Runs Like A Deere

2008-12-08T16:52:00.000-08:00

When everyone behind me was honking, I can appreciate this:

Thankfulness

2008-11-28T10:02:00.000-08:00

Top ten things I am THANKFUL for this year (in no particular order):

1. My relationship with Jesus

I am so blessed to be in relationship with the Creator. He is my best friend who is ALWAYS there for me, encouraging me always and the One I turn to in time of need. If you don't know him, you should. Ask me!
2. My family

My family is the best! We are going through a lot of changes and the number of my family members will decrease by one this year, but we are learning to love more, be more, and follow God more every day together!

3. My Bethany University Friends

It is impossible for one picture to capture all my love and all my beautiful friendships that continue to stay strong from my Bethany years. But this picture is a great summary of legacy, long-lasting, and forever.
4. My Seattle University Friends

Now, there isn't a picture that represents us better! This picture will prove our differences, but show that we are all connected together in some way! I adore these girls, and I appreciate these friendships that I have been able to have up here! We are in a constant process of working on "being" friends for each other, learning from each other, and loving one another. I can appreciate process. And I believe that this will be good fruit in the end!

5. My Sean Friend This is my Sean Friend. It seems somewhat selfish that he gets his own number, BUT...he has taught me A LOT over the past year and I am so thankful for him. Sean is reflective in nature, analy (I think I am made up that word) logical, and not sure he loves Jesus. BUT, he is one of the best people I know for his kind heart, talk-to-anyone-attitude and his desire to serve people. He's just great - and he always comes around at the most random but opportune times! I know, everyone thinks he is adorable but nope, we are not into one another!

6. The Best Sister in the World

Litney Layne Leifer is the best lil' sis I can have. She is a role model in her relationships with the Lord, she is a servant to all, she has a great heart, and she is extremely free spirited and down to earth. She demonstrates and joy of slowing down life, not being uptight, and being spontaneous. We have not always been the best roomies, but we are leanring, growing, and having fun! Only seven more months with this lil munchkin.
7. My attitude adjustment

Last year was not a good or fun year - the transition away from BU, my crazy work load plus school, and the Seattle weather did make it easier. However, I have had a great year this year. I am in a new job where I LOVE my team and the people around me, plus I am learning a lot about myself through the work. I have time for myself now with only working and going to school 3 days a week! Also, I have truly enjoyed Seattle and all that it has to offer. I have told myself that I am going to stop saying anything negative about this great city -yup! I think it is beautiful and it was been very nice to me the past few days with no rain!

8. My Edu-mu-cation

I can't express how much appreciation I have for the education. I have learned so much about myself as a person, as a leader and as a future professional. I appreciate how Seattle University is founded in values that are so new to me - diversity, multicultural competence and social justice. I truly feel that I learn something new every single day. Thank you Mom and Dad for supporting me financially through this journey!
9. God's Grace

I thank God daily for his grace over my life. I am blessed to be forgiven and for his unending mercy. Thank you Jesus!

10. Chai Tea

I love me some chai tea! Anytime, anywhere! Mmmm...Mmmm...Good!

After 8 years...

2008-11-24T20:24:00.000-08:00

On my 16th birthday I was given a "CTR" ring. Yep, a Mormon "Choose the Right" ring. Well, from that day on I wore the beautiful ring on my left ring finger as a symbol of purity and also as somewhat of a friendship ring with the ladies in my class.

I always get asked the question "Are you a Mormon?" Or if I see people staring at it with questioning eyes, I always make sure to peep up, "You're wondering if I am Mormon, huh?" (This was especially the case at my Protestant Christian College).

Disclaimer: I am not Mormon, though have many amazing, beautiful friends that are. Thank you Mel and Robbie for allowing me to ask questions and learn more!

Anyways, I have been contemplating it for awhile, but today I finally decided to switch the ring from my left to right hand. Let the change begin! Not only is my left finger permanently indented (or so it feels), but my right finger is a little bit smaller so the ring feels like it is going to continuously fall off!

How cute are these boots?

2008-11-13T13:19:00.000-08:00

And they are ALL MINE!!
=)

Seasons of Life

2008-11-11T20:44:00.000-08:00

i am learning to appreciate this season of my life.

it is the season where i have have no attachments, no huge over-bearing responsibilities, no major bills (yet!), i only work 20 hours a week and go to school two nights a week.

it is the season where i am able to learn more about who i am through much reflection and contemplation.

it is the season where i am learning more about my relationship with god and able to be filled with his love and grace each and every day.

it is the season that i am spending time developing my friendship and love for my sister - i sometimes forget how much i love and appreciate her.

it is the season i am enduring the rain and the mugginess of seattle weather (hopefully only another year!).

it is the season where i get to learn, live, laugh and love each day and for this, i am blessed.

i love this season of life.

My Grandpa

2008-11-07T15:08:00.000-08:00

I am sitting at Tully's right now that is right across from a middle school and high school so there are about thirty youngens running around and creating a ruckus - never a great place to be in order to get homework done (thus, the reason I am distracted by blogging).

Anyways, I come to this Tully's a lot and see this precious elderly gentleman that is always here around the same time. Well, it turns out he meets his granddaughter here every day after school to spend time with her and treat her to some sweets! I was able to experience the most amzing moment today as she turned to him and said "Thank you Opa for meeting me here every day and buying me something." Of course he replied, "Oh hunny, it's my pleasure."

Now, I sit here in tears missing my own grandpa!

I love you Grandpa! Thanks for always watching over me!

Among the Funniest

2008-10-31T09:43:00.001-07:00

I could not resist posting this ridiculously amazing picture!! This is all of us ladies, aka "want to be brides", getting ready for Lauren's bouquet toss. This picture is absolutely priceless - especially Vanessa's face, back right.

Result: None of us got it!! =)

Seattle in the Fall

2008-10-26T19:35:00.001-07:00

Litney and I took advantage of the beautiful crisp Seattle day yesterday by enjoying the Remling Farms pumpkin patch and corn maze. We decided that we need more sister date bonding times! I think it is working!

This is my absolutely favorite!

My precious O.C.T. (Orientation Core Team)

2008-10-02T21:04:00.001-07:00

I spent the summer in my internship at SPU preparing for Orientation. It was one of the best experiences I have ever had and I fell completely in love with SPU and the students. It seriously is a bigger version of BU and I would highly recommend it! So, below is a picture description my fun times.

My overall feeling of SPU and my time there is a big THUMBS UP!

We had many many many photo shoots with some amazing places around campus with the beautiful sun sneaking in!

The precious lil' Amanda and I at the social

This was the highlight for these students - posing with the infamous "phil-dawg", the SPU president.

Again, another photo shoot.

We were missing Amanda so we figured we would show our love and make her a seat at the table.

Our first bonding-bond dinner.

Ribbon twinsies!

T.E.A.M. Go Falcons!

here's me lookin at you

2008-10-01T21:11:00.000-07:00

if i could do one thing in life

(besides love Jesus to the fullest, make a difference, get married, and have children),

i would want to be a photographer.

So You Think You Can Dance Tour

2008-09-21T19:50:00.000-07:00

Lastnight the Fiercesome Foursome went on an outting down to Tacoma to see the amazing tour of the Top 10 SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE! It was absolutely tremendous. Below is a video of my favorite dance by Twitch and Kherrington - Bed of Roses. It was a thousand times more beautiful in person.

Just a quick sneak back to a picture of our fall reunion! =) I love these girls.

Beautiful Friend. Beautiful AZ.

2008-09-17T20:52:00.000-07:00

This past weekend I had the opportunity to go
down to AZ and visit a wonderful friend I grew up with, Mel. Five years without seeing each other has completely taken a toll on our lives and our friendship. She is now a wife, a mother, and an Arizonian (would that be correct?)! We had a great time catching up, watching movies, and living life. Her lil Gracie is beautiful and her hubby is a great conversationalist. It was the best "vacation" I could have asked for. Perhaps there is an chance I will move to the sunny dessert in my next season of life - be on the look out!

Mini-time-out

2008-09-09T18:39:00.000-07:00

I want to give you a full catch up on my time in Califonia, but I am turning around tomorrow and on my way to AZ. I will update when I come back!

Bye for now.

sneak preview of my weekend in california:

2008-09-07T21:56:00.001-07:00

Jared, my best friend, got MARRIED!

mr. wilkes

2008-08-25T19:09:00.000-07:00

my good ol' buddy brady came up to washington to see a friend and luckily i was able to steal him away for a few hours.

we bonded over dinner, church, the monks and bubble tea - a great "seattle" thing.

five years ago today....

2008-08-23T16:23:00.000-07:00

....i started at bethany university.
this was the beginning of the best years of my life.

dual purpose.

2008-08-21T21:08:00.000-07:00

Joel, myself and Ryan at a soccer game at BU during my Fall 2007 visit.

1. okay so it may not look like it in this picture, but the boy on the left looks like michael phelp's twin - really, ask anyone! joel says that they are actually brothers but his parents gave michael up for adoption. i told him his parents gave up the wrong one - they would be famous now! but, joel will make them proud too!

2. i was desperate last night - my toilet would not stop running. so, who did i call? ryan hamilton, of course. (dad would have been the first, but he was unreachable) ryan, with his never judging patience, coached me through the in's and out's of fixing my running toilet. thanks ryan!

friend.

2008-08-20T21:36:00.000-07:00

this girl is really neat. i like her.

(sorry, old pictures. it's awful that all of my pictures of her on not on my laptop)

8 in 08.

2008-08-17T00:21:00.001-07:00

well, he did it and he did it well.

8 gold medals, 7 world records, and a smile that will last for days.

now, let's just pray he finds me! =)

(isn't the relationship he has with his mom absolultely beautiful?)

boys.

2008-08-15T20:19:00.000-07:00

i got myself a boyfriend today.
he has darling dark brown eyes,
the cutest smile you have ever seen,
quite the charmer,
and about four years old.

the story:
i was standing in the line at target and this precious lil stud waved at me. of course, i waved back and the flirting continued until his mother was ready to leave. on his way out, he stuck his little fingers up in the air, did a lil jig and began to sing "i have a girlfriend, i have a girlfriend, i have a girlfriend."

if only it was that easy.

Michael Phelps, Will you marry me?

2008-08-13T19:17:00.000-07:00

Argument:

He's the world's best swimmer, I use to coach a children's swim team.

He's in amazing shape, I want to be in shape.

He is the most humble Gold Medal winner I have ever seen, I appreciate humility.

He has an extremely supportive family, (as do I) and I want my that in my in-laws.

His mother is a junior high principal, I am going into educational administration.

He has brown hair and eyes, I want my kids to have the possibility for those features.

He is ridiculously beautiful, I deserve someone who is beautiful in my eyes.

He has cried on national television, I want someone who can be sensitive.

He is doing something with his life, I want someone who is stable and supportive.

He has the three best features: dimples, beautiful eyes, and athletic

Jesus loves him, I could love him.

Resolution: Marriage

Haha, all in good fun, but for real....

I'd venture to say....

2008-08-12T17:58:00.000-07:00

....this was the second best weekend in seattle. why? because it included heather nicole mazza and a wonderful adventure around the city.

Pike's Market where we had a live crawdad and a fake fish thrown at us. For obvious reasons, we screamed like little girls.

We had some yummies at Blue C Sushi.

We randomly met Grace, a 102 year old bundle of joy who expressed that her longevity is only due to a positive attitude. Heather and I found ourselves in tears when we had to say goodbye.

We found an old-school bookstore where we spent time looking for Waldo and also reading Shel Silversten poems. In fact, I read aloud to the whole store at the owners request

Heather randomly played a stranger, Jim, in Chess overlooking the Sound. Though she lost, she gave him quite the competition.

We also bought some scrumptious fresh bread and dip to munch on for lunch in the waterfront park. We made sure to capture all the flour that was still on the bread.

i love you heather mazza. thanks for the best weekend. come back soon.

America DID get it right!

2008-08-08T10:22:00.000-07:00

Congratulations Josh!

AND.....

I'll be seeing him and the rest of the Top 10 on September 20!!!!!

Load up on that catsup

2008-07-15T16:53:00.000-07:00

Just a little catch up of my last few weeks....summer is great! Seattle has been beautiful and sunny - who would have thought!

Yesterday Mike Langford drove on through Seattle and decided to stop by. We went down to the Seattle Center Fountain to hang out and relax. It's always great to see my BU friends, even if it is Langford! =) Kidding.

I owed my friend a "wedding date" this past weekend - luckily there were lots of old friends who attended and new daddy Mr. Josh Clements was one of though! I love catching up with old friends!!

The best part of my life was seeing one of my best friends and TWINS, Amy Gordon. She is AMAZING and I appreciate how even though we haven't talked or seen each other in years, we can pick up right where we left off!

The fam and then some. On our way to Endicott for the 4th - Couldn't let this sun set just pass us by.

Another BU friend, Joel Booth, and I got together a few weeks ago for some yummy WOW bubble tea and Connect Four - he kicked my toosh!

Alright, that's all for now folks!

highlights of my life

2008-06-18T22:32:00.000-07:00

bethany friends.
this evening i have been overly blessed by phone calls, texts, and emails from my friends from college. ohhhhhhhhhhh, i just love them.

dear god, please be with that community and build it up to be an institution that sustains for years to come. :)

they owe us

2008-06-15T15:33:00.001-07:00

Because words can not express how we felt yesterday....

Krissy and I were the official "last minute girls" of the day for yesterday's SDA graduate celebration. We didn't even sign up for this mess....but in the end were glad to help out!

love at first......bond

2008-06-14T12:22:00.001-07:00

this is our final group hug for the first year of grad school -

one down, one to go.

i love these girls so much and i can't wait to see what next year has in store for us.

To sum up the last 32 hours.

2008-05-20T18:47:00.000-07:00

Saturday

1:40pm - Impulsive though: Drive across WA to go to ex-boyfriends wedding.

2:00pm - Called Brandon and he agreed to go along

3:00pm - Finally leave for Kennewick WA - in hopes of making it to 7:00p wedding
4:12pm - Pulled over at Exit 85 with thoughts of turning back - what the heck was I doing? Going to an ex-boys wedding, what???? Called Jenny and she assured me this was the "adult" thing to do.

5:42pm - Arrive in Kennewick WA (great timing!!), pull into Arby's parking lot, change and do hair/make-up in car.

6:59pm - Finally arrive at wedding after driving around for 30 mins being lost

7:00pm-8:45pm - Watch ex-boyfriend say his "I do's", finally meet his wife, watch them be in love and dance, reconnect with many old friends, realize that I could have been the one getting married, freak out, reminisce about all the fun times we shared, know that I am blessed for getting out of that relationship, and watch a beautiful sunset.

(Scott and Jeni - first dance)

Beautiful sunset

9:00pm-Stayed night at Nate Siler's.

Sunday

8:46am- Woke up and hit the road to come back
1:15pm - Returned to Seattle (Thank you Jesus)
2:24pm - After showering, headed to Tully's for a major study time
2:26pm - Heading to Tully's and BOOM ......... got T-boned. My poor "Dotty", my baby, crushed in on the back end. =(

My poor baby! =(

2:40pm-4:00pm - Talked to parents to find out what to do and gather advice.4:15pm- Finally to Tully's (Lit, so nicely, offered to drive me down and drop me off so my friend Casey could pick me up and we could head to dinner with the "fiercesome foursome" and clan. 6:00pm- DINNER with amazing people! Krissy's mom was in town so we all had to get together.

(Silvia-Krissy's friend - Krissy's Mom, Krissy, Katie, Me, Casey)

9:00pm- Attempt to study for test with Katie and Casey

10:44pm - Just finished send off emails, writing the accident report, doing hw, and other such errands. Soooooooooooooooo ready or bed.

WHAT A CRAZY 32 HOURS!!

But God is AMAZING. Thank you Jesus for keeping me safe and loving me always. Amen!

the best me.

2008-05-16T21:58:00.000-07:00

Today was one of those days - one of those amazing days that you want to have over and over again and that will leave a mark on your life. It all began by waking up to the beautiful sunshine.

The warm weather and sun always bring out the best me. I can not even explain why this happens – I am sure it has something to do with the ways our bodies react and have a need for sun light, or because we need to breathe in the fresh air every once in awhile. But more than that, I learn to appreciate things more, enjoy nature from a new perspective, and happiness just overwhelms my life. I NEED the sun.

Do you ever have a day that makes you want to be better than you are? It is kinda like a kick in the pants of encouragement to be the best you. The sun and warm weather is just one aspect of this kick in the pants for me (the one that says get the heck out of Seattle and go some place you love); however, there were two more things that happened to me today that makes me want to be better.

1. The people who are graduating this year from my program gave portfolio presentations today for their exit exam. These presentations were filled with knowledge, experience, love, hope, sweat, fun times, and development. Reading through some of the portfolios and hearing the words of reflection from my peers just resonated in my heart. In one year from now I want to be able to look back on the last two years and be able to thoroughly articulate my development, my knowledge gained, and my love for student development. This has encouraged me to not take for granted all of my experiences, my class work, my readings, or the network of colleagues I am beginning to make. At the end of my two years I want to be able to pinpoint my growth and see my professional and personal development!

2. I have a friend whose name is Sean (I like to call him “Sean Friend”). He is one of the most amazing, most challenging, and most affirming friends I have ever had the opportunity to get to know. He makes me want to be a better person – he challenges my thoughts and perspectives, he cares so deeply about helping others, he is humble, he is caring, he is one of my biggest encourages, and he lives a life of integrity. I want to live a life like this – I want to affect other people like he affects me.

I end today feeling encouraged, loved, and ready for what tomorrow will bring! God, thank you for such a beautiful and amazing day!

blessed

2008-05-03T18:23:00.000-07:00

i love my life.
i have been in california for the last three days and am just having the time of my life.
if i did nothing else besides sit with my friends in the beautiful sun, i'd could die a happy woman.
dear Jesus, thank you for this time with my amazing friends.

A Big Happy Number 50 Post

2008-04-25T22:55:00.000-07:00

Today was a FABULOUS day! First, it was my last day at Northwest University (Woo-ho!); however, I had to pack up the office the entire day - lame-o. Tonight, a group of us went out for Casey's "birthday" dinner and then a smaller group went out and about around Wallingford just to hang out! Great day, great day, great day!

Do you sense my excitement for having it be my last day? YAY!

Good ole' Katie Kelsey - I love this girl!
The ladies of the night - good times!

Absolutely terrible.

2008-04-20T22:56:00.000-07:00

Can you believe it? Gas prices are becoming absolutely ridiculous! I think we should all boycott buying gas and just see what happens.....!
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So, recently I have been on this big anti-bikers gig. I mean, they take up the road, they make everyone else drive slower, I always feel like I am going to hit them, and it's just absolutely annoying. However, after filling up my car the other day and seeing that dang machine take $50 of my hard earned money I may have to convert to biking. (okay okay okay, so as we all know that will never happen, but it's the thought that counts, right?!).
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I am praising Jesus that my commute to the east side will end on Friday and no longer will I have to waste so much money in filling up my car. Amen!

Happy "Year of Jordan" Birthday!

2008-04-16T21:37:00.000-07:00

Happy 23 to my friend Casey!

Just wanted to pay a little tribute to a person who has made Seattle a little more like "home". We became instant friends when we found we had a mutual friend and our friendship has blossomed ever since.

Casey, I love you! Have a FABULOUS Birthday!!!

Just here for a quickie...

2008-04-12T14:35:00.000-07:00

The sun is out and it is ABSOLUTELY beautiful! It makes me feel energized, excited and happy! It makes me miss California oh so much! I believe that God wants us to be happy, to be energized, and to love life; thus, it's official - I will make my next move to a place that is ALWAYS sunny! BRING ON THE HEAT!!! =)

Post about the Dalia Lama soon to come!

Calling all Jamba lovers!

2008-04-08T20:10:00.001-07:00

Miss Casey Lou and I hit up the free Jamba Juice that was being offered this morning from 6-10am at all Jamba Juices nation wide. I took this opportunity to try the new granola-topped smoothies and WO-EE it was a phenomenal choice. Next time you visit Jamba, make sure to take even a quick looksie at the new items on the menu! =)

Oh, for good weekends!

2008-04-07T21:31:00.000-07:00

I had one of the best weekends I have had since moving to Seattle.

Friday was set up to be one busy day! My friend Jonathan asked me to go Evening with him (the big Spring Event put on by NU Activities) and it was the perfect opportunity dress up, go out to a nice dinner, and be blessed. I ended up getting off work early, going to get a MAC makeover (randomly) and came home to get ready for the fun-filled night. We ended up going to the Purple Cafe down town Seattle and it was absolutely scrumptious and then to the EMP where we were the ticket-takers for TWO HOURS!! Yes, two hours just sitting there and taking tickets. However, it was so much fun to see all the students come in all dressed up and beautiful! Finally later on in the night we were able to go upstairs into the EMP and enjoy ourselves among the musical randomness.

Saturday I woke up took a shower and then lounged around for a majority of the afternoon, and definitely stole a few z's. That night was church and Pastor Judah brought a great word!

Sunday a group of friends from my program ventured on up north to what was suppose to be "tulip country"; unfortunately, no tulips were in bloom so we saw one field of daffodils (as pictured below), ate lunch at a delightful lil cafe and came home!

(My precious friend Katie and I!)
Sunday afternoon was spent with my friend Sean. He is an amazing person with a heart of gold, and probably one of my most favorite people. We ran around, ate some "linner" at a restaurant overlooking Lake Union, went to Gasworks Park, and finally to a neat lil coffee shop and toy store in Ballard. What a fun day in the city!

(Not the best picture, but this is at Gasworks Park looking on to the city)

new beginnings.

2008-03-14T09:15:00.000-07:00

i received a phone call yesterday that i have been waiting almost a year for. it said "we'd like to offer you a grad assistantship." thank you Jesus! it's official, i'm going to be working at seattle university in two weeks and my heart just smiles when i think about it. i anxiously await this opportunity for growth, for being closer to friends, and for receiving an amazing experience.

God continues to show me over and over how i need to put my confidence and trust in Him and all will be well. what a blessing to know the One you wants all, does all and is all.

friends.memories.love.

2008-02-29T20:03:00.000-08:00

These are a few pictures from my beautiful California trip. Unfortunately my camera died the second day. :( I missed out on capturing some amazing memories, but they will always be in my heart.

words.

2008-02-28T19:30:00.000-08:00

I have come to a point in my life where I can truly say I am speechless. I used to always have something to say. I used to always want to get my opinion out in the open. I used to always know what to say - I never needed time to think before I spoke.

Now...now I don't know what to say many times. I don't have words to express myself. I sit back. I reflect. I am speechless.

I NEED words.

How is someone suppose to effect and influence another with no words? I want to encourage, I want to love, I want to help in the process of changing one's life. How is one suppose to learn without speaking? Without asking

I NEED words.

I want to express myself. I want to be effective. I want to influence. I want to be able to speak what is on my mind. I want to answer questions. I want to ask questions. I want to speak.

I NEED words.

CaLiForNiA DrEaMiN

2008-02-12T23:00:00.000-08:00

I am so excited, I am off to California tomorrow until Sunday! I can't wait to see friends, relax and spend time back at good ol' BU - my old stompin' grounds!

The "J" in me

2008-02-08T22:44:00.000-08:00

It's almost 11pm on Friday night, I just got back from BU and the Couples' Date Night, and my night is but half over. I will be leaving for Broomball in Lynnwood in about half an hour and hope it get home by 3:00am. My oh my!

I leave for CA on Wednesday (YAY!), but until then I am packed. Here is a glimpse into list:

work with casey tomorrow on our "gender" presentation (oh, it will be entertaining!)
girls night IN with the foursome
church on Sunday
coffee and bonding with cassie
leadership review paper
read two books
write a coverletter
meeting on tuesday to talk about reapplying for a ga (humble thee, oh God)
write thank-you notes as well as send my resume/letter of interest to SPU for an internship
read for multicultural perspectives and write a journal entry
work full time
sleep
watch one tree hill on tuesday
go shopping for more foundation - i am completely out
love jesus

If I can mark of 5 of these I will feel successful!! =) I'm going to need your prayers!

Class Application

2008-02-06T09:53:00.001-08:00

Lastnight was my Multicultural Perspectives class which is always somewhat frustrating -merely for the fact that it is so darn reflective so my brain hurts from thinking so much. Anyways, the class last night was focused around the influence of music that advocates for particular cultural issues. Music is such an important aspect of most cultures because it says the words we can not say outloud, it speaks of our emotions, it allows us to free our mind...it is simply beautiful.

The song I chose that reminded me of cultural advocacy is "Where is the love?" from Black Eyed Peas. It is such a touching song and really makes you think....

Okay so...I just realized I'm not sure how to put the video actually on here, but check out this site:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MJpyskHMwRs

2 minutes and 42 seconds of craziness

2008-02-05T13:52:00.000-08:00

I can't even believe the phenomenal athletic ability that was displayed on the field in AZ on Sunday! Wow...what a Super Bowl! I was absolutely amazing during the last 3 minutes of the game...I am not sure anyone thought that NY would come back and take the Victory! And how about that miracle of a throw from Eli after being pushed, pulled, and whatnot? Plus, that catch by one hand and helmet - wow! Definitely one of the best Super Bowl's yet!

This is what I call a good day...

2008-01-28T14:59:00.000-08:00

Cuddled up in my favorite down blanket, a cup of hot peppermint tea and watching an old favorite movie - The Titanic. Northwest U school and work were canceled today due to the weather; however, most of the snow is already gone. I still have class tonight at SU but in the mean time I am just relaxing and enjoying my day off.

I remember the first time I saw the Titanic. I believe it was for Elaine Richards Birthday. The group of us girls (I'm sure it was Mel, Leigh, Kayla, Amy, Elaine and I) went and sat in the front row of, what I remember, the largest theater screen ever! Fun times and fun memories! I sure wish these girls were all here now with me, cuddled up on my couch, drinking tea and enjoying each others company.

TGIF

2008-01-25T16:07:00.000-08:00

Really, Thank you Jesus that it is Friday - and a beautiful one at that!! Wow, this week has been absolutely gorgeous in Seattle. I know, it doesn't make any sense!! But the sun has been shining and the beautiful moon has been showing its pretty self during the mornings as I drive to work. I love that scene: on one side of you is the amazing sunrise and on the other is the picturesque moon in the blue sky! Wow, I just love that.

I wish I had more to say or pictures to show, but....well, I guess I just need to get out a bit more!

27 Dresses

2008-01-21T21:22:00.000-08:00

27 Dresses is a must see movie for any girl!! It is chicky, it is flicky, and it is amazing! Litney and I could not start cracking up!! We loved it and would recommend the romantic comedy to ANYONE!! Katherine Heigl is absolutely fabulous!

Really, you should go see it!

Bonding at it's best

2008-01-20T20:46:00.001-08:00

Finally, the fantastic four was able to hang out outside of class!! Yesterday the girls and I went wine tasting, along with other people. We had an absolutely blast. However, I found out that wine makes me have ugly faces! Ha - I hate it!!! Give me bonding, give me dinner, give me games and give me friends - that's all I need to have fun!!

These girls are great and I can't wait to continue to get to know them over the next two years!

I can fake, right?

2008-01-18T08:31:00.000-08:00

So I just started this new Independent Study Class that is focused around co-advising the Northwest University ASB. I think it is going to be super fun. However, the big project is.....drum roll please...........Revising the Constitution!! Ha, if you know anything about me, you know that this is hilarious in all aspects! We rewrote Bethany University's Student Government Constitution last year, and when I say "we", I mean I was in the room when "they" were writing it! I am more of a cheerleader - a motivator, inspiration giver, encourager, etc!
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BUT....I have such a good feeling about this and I know it is going to turn out amazing. I realized that I learn more by teaching. So, we'll see what happens.

All of this to say: please keep me in your prayers! =)

Postcard Inspiration

2008-01-11T09:00:00.000-08:00

I was inspired by a mass mailed postcard that I received yesterday at work. It reads:

Greetings!

As you head into "Being Greater than Great in 2008!" here are some energizers to further YOUR greatness:

Create a HUGE vision for YOUR future

Surround yourself with positive people who will help get YOU there

Check your balance regularly: mind, body, and soul

Always find time to play and have fun (that IS what IT is all about!!))

Go to www.kendonaldson.com to stay present with new and exciting personal and professional growth programs

Start and end every day with "Thank You"..live in the "Attitude of Gratitude"

Peace and Prosperity...

Ken

YOUR life and relationship success coach

Haha, so all in all it was advertising for this Ken Donaldson, BUT I appreciated that hidden resolutions that it speaks of: vision, positive people, fun, and appreciation! I think that too often we set these tangible goals for the New Years and get disappointed when we don't reach them - whether because they are set too high or we are lazy about it! I have also heard much talk about setting FAITH GOALS as opposed to New Year's resolutions - I think I like that. Look forward to a list of those in a few posts (I want to create a list that is reachable and yet challenging!).

No-Sweet January

2008-01-10T08:48:00.000-08:00

Litney and I decided way back in November to have a "No-Sweet" January - with the exception of "sucky things" (I don't like to call them sucky candies because then it sounds more like cheating) and drinks we don't feel absolutely convicted about (I have had a few sips of pop - which I usually NEVER drink - and a chai tea latte). I would like to say I am winning because Litney had a Pez the other day!

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Anyways, the first few days were a fly by; however, we're getting to the 10th day and I am absolutely starving for some sweets!! Don't you hate that when all you want to eat/drink is something that you can't!! All I feel like is a venti caramel machiatto (sp) with extra extra caramel - not my normal drink of choice. But I dream about that extra caramel and just start to drool, practically!

So, the countdown has begun and only three weeks left, to the day!

Change is in the air

2008-01-08T22:29:00.000-08:00

Today I gave in and began researching the 2008 Presidential Candidates. Many things have prompted this sudden burst of wanting to be more informed.
1. First, I am an American and should care about what is going on in the leadership of this country.

2. Second, I was reading over my syllabus for my Leadership in Education course and found we were going to be doing a project on these candidates - I figured I should probably know whats going on and who thinks what.

3. And last, I have come to understand that this is a HUGE election year - one that will mark its place in history. Possible candidates are a woman, a black man, an Italian, and even a pastor!

4. And of the real last reason: In March of last year I was sent on a trip back to DC and was able to see both Hillary and Barack campaign at the AIPAC conference. As you can see, I was pretty close - what a fun experience. However, I don't feel as if I would vote for either of them.

Someone said I had the "Hillary look" (whatever that means)!

Ringin' in 2008!

2008-01-07T21:45:00.000-08:00

Happy 21 to my wonderful, beautiful, fabulous, amazing, cherished sister!

She, I and four of her close friends had a scrumptious meal at the downtown Seattle

Cheesecake Factory (yum!).
We officially rang in 2008 at our apartment with fun games and great times!

Below is a picture of Litney and her best friend after opening her gifts. (It is my opinion that they are going to get married, but who listens to a sister!).

Winter Wonderland

2008-01-02T14:46:00.000-08:00

Litney and I went home for Christmas and it was absolutely wonderful! On the last day we finally allowed mom to take pictures of us in our hats and scarfs that Grandma gave us!! It was a gorgeous day!

We weren't aware she was going to get the WHOLE body - haha. We were in sweats for the ride home.

Happy 66th!

2007-12-27T11:36:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my Grandparent Leifer's 66th Wedding Anniversary!This picture was taken on Christmas Eve when we went to visit them.

So....You Think You Can Dance!!?

2007-11-29T10:25:00.000-08:00

I finally gave in and became obsessed with a competition-type of show this summer: So You Think You Can Dance? (Disclaimer: the best show EVER!) Once I found out that the Top 10 go on tour, I checked the schedule and sure enough: they were going to be coming to the Everett Events Center on November 28! YES! However, when the tickets went on sale, for some reason or another, I didn't get any. :( They were sold out so quickly. I checked on E-Bay and craigslist off and on but wasn't willing to pay $90 for a ticket - ridiculous! Anyways, yesterday morning (the day of the concert) I decided there would be no loss on my part if I decided to go check on Craigslist again! SURE ENOUGH, there was a guy who had won them from the local radio station who was selling them for only $25 each! YES YES YES!!
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I ended up taking my friend Chris and we had an absolute blast. The seats were perfect, the dances were amazing, and I loved the fact that the 10 dances were the MC's - it was a whole performance!!

If you haven't seen the show, you definitely need to get hooked up with it for Season 4! AND, if you can, I would recommend trying to go to the live tour - AMAZING!!

Thankful...

2007-11-25T10:55:00.000-08:00

What I am thankful for:
Jesus
Family
Friends
Seattle in the Fall
Living with my sister - she's the best roommate ever
Going to grad school at Seattle University
Working at Northwest University
Sunsets, sun rises, the sun in general
Sleeping in
Traveling
Good sushi
Ability to love on the Lord
Relaxing time to watch movies
Time with friends
Oceans and Lakes
Smiling faces
Returning to California to see good friends
Roadtrips
....and so many other amazing things!

Revealing His faithfulness!

2007-11-16T15:49:00.000-08:00

Let's be honest, I have been struggling lately with having little to none of a social life! I work 40 hours a week and go to school 3 nights a week. My weekends are packed with homework, cleaning, and perhaps a random quick outting. At Northwest I am not a student, but not an old fogy staff! I go to church but have yet to get connected with a small group. I seek my social life in class, but it is late, everyone is tired, hungry and been around people all day so "bonding" is the last thing on their list. I don't do the "bar" scene, where most people seem to find their friends while transitioning into a new city.

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So........new friends? Barely! I am used to knowing everyone, having great conversations at least every hour, constantly getting phone calls just to say "hello", going to activities and having fun. This whole quiet, friendless, no social life this isn't really meshing with my 'tude! Over the past few days it has been especially hard for one reason or another!! However, during chapel today God reminded me of his faithfulness and love through the lyrics of a worship song.

This is the chorus:

Oh no, You never let go

Through the calm and through the storm

Oh no, You never let go In every high and every low

Oh no, You never let go

Lord, You never let go of me

Then the message was on the Parable of Talents and God just kept reminding me of my outgoing personality, my excitement for life, and my ease to meet new people! "What's my problem?" I asked myself. God has blessed me with the ability to make friendships, why am I so fearful of being vulnerable with people, especially at Northwest? Why am I so scared of awkward situations? Why am I not walking the walk and talking the talk with those people I do know at Seattle U? I should still be befriending those that don't share the same values as morals as myself - embrace the differences!

I am going to a game night tonight with all the SDAers and I can't wait!!!
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Thank you, Jesus, for revealing Your faithfulness over and over again through the calm and through the storm, in every high and in every low! Amen.

Are you kidding me?

2007-11-15T20:56:00.000-08:00

So, I got out of class a half our early tonight, great....right? Well, I thought so. I figured I would actually get to come home, make dinner and get to bed early. So dododo, I am driving home and when I come up my street I see a car parallel parked in front of my drive way! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

Oh, I was on fire! So I drove around a few times thinking, "Oh it is just parked there so the owner could drop something off, say hello really quickly..." etc etc. Nope, still not gone. So after parking up a few blocks, I decided to come home and write a little "Did ya know" note - just making sure they realized they had COMPLETELY blocked a DRIVEWAY (Like, can't ya tell?)

The only thing worse than not being able to park in your garage and/or driveway is not being able to park in your garage/driveway when it is dark and pouring down rain AND when there isn't an open street parking place close!

Dang, Honda CR-V!!

Okay, just putting it out there makes me a little more calmed down! Man, do I need a therapist?=)

"All too soon the clock will strike Midnight...."

2007-11-08T09:35:00.000-08:00

I heard this song the other day by Steven Curtis Chapman and it is absolutely tear-jerking and precious!! Every little girl dreams of being beautiful and feeling beautiful. We dream of dressing up, dancing with our Prince Charming, and having that perfect moment. Forever embrace your precious heart!

She spins and she sways to whatever song plays
Without a care in the world
And I'm sitting wearing the weight of the world on my shoulders
It's been a long day and there's still work to do
She's pulling at me saying "Dad I need you!
There's a ball the castle and I've been invited and I need to practice my dancin'
Oh please, Daddy, please!"
Chorus:
So I will dance with CinderellaWhile she is here in my arms'
Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I will dance with CinderellaI don't want to miss even one song'
Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone
Verse 2:
She says he's a nice guy and I'd be impressed
She wants to know if I approve of the dress
She says, "Dad the prom is just one week away
And I need to practice my dancin'
Oh please, Daddy, please!"
Chorus:
So I will dance with CinderellaWhile she is here in my arms'
Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I will dance with CinderellaI don't want to miss even one song'
Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone
She will be gone
Verse 3:
But she came home today with a ring on her hand
Just glowin' and tellin' us all they had planned
She says, "Dad the wedding's still six months away but I need to practice my dancin'
Oh please, Daddy, please!"
Chorus:
So I will dance with CinderellaWhile she is here in my arms'
Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I will dance with Cinderella
I don't want to miss even one song'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

GO BRUINS!!

2007-10-26T08:20:00.001-07:00

In 12 hours I will be in Portland sitting in the gym at Cascade College....ready to cheer on my good ole friends from Bethany University!!(This picture is from two years ago at a BU Homecoming!)

It sounds like the silliest thing, but I can't even wait!!

1) Because I love watching Basketball

2) Because I most love watching BU Basketball!

3) I get to see my best friend who is recently engaged!

4) Because I am roadtripping down with FRIENDS (I need to be around people more!)

This is the 2007-08 picture for the BU Men's Basketball team. I know you can't even make out a face, but the point is I wanted to post a picture AND my camera/computer are both down!!

Hopeless Romantic...

2007-10-19T23:17:00.000-07:00

“But it was just my imagination

running away with me.

It was just my imagination

running away with me...”
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Oh, the Temptations said it best, right?

Haha! Do you ever have those times in your life when you want to be so in love? AND, want someone to love you back?

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My mind is on this constant path towards a man in my life! My heart goes pitter-patter, my breath is short, and I can’t stop thinking about that perfect moment in time where “it” happens! (I haven’t figured out if that “it” is meeting him, marrying him, or just being with him!)
I feel like I am finally at a time in my life when my heart is ready to be pursued. It is healed, confident, and happy! I am waiting for my Prince to go to battle for me - to buck up to his own feelings and emotions, and truly hear the voice of God saying "Captivate her".

What an exciting time this is going to be!!! Haha, I'm just hoping it happens within the next few years! =) Is that awful to think? I have decided "No". Every young girl should be preparing her heart for those precious moments, but guarding it at the same time! I'm just ready for someone - I no longer want to be "girly" over these crushypoos. I want the real thing!

Okay, I've put my lovey-thoughts on the line - so be it, right? =) God made me a girl with a sensitive and precious heart - He made all us ladies that way!

AND more than anything, I've learned:

It is completely "ok" to be girly!

Beans vs. Stones

2007-10-16T09:01:00.000-07:00

Kidney Beans vs. Kidney Stones

What's the difference? A LOT OF PAIN!

Yesterday I spent my day at the Doctor's getting poked, prodded, x-rayed and CT scanned! Come to find out, I have kidney stones!

Today I am off to a specialist to check out just what kind....!

OH! What a Saturday!

2007-10-13T21:38:00.000-07:00

Today was the first day I have had free in forever...or at least it feels that day. All week long I was looking forward to this day to get many things accomplished: laundry, homework, clean the apartment, clean my room, clean my car, and relax. Check. Kinda Check. Check. Check. Check. No check. But all in all, today was a fun day.

It was a beautiful day so I decided to get up and take a nice lil walk to SU and work on some homework. I did some research, made some copies, bought a book and then was on my way home. Randomly, Litney was on her way home too so swung by to pick me up. Once we got home we clean, organized, and got all of our laundry ready to go to a laundromat (Yes, we have washer/dryer facilities in our apartment but figured we'd just go out and do it to 1) get it all done quickly 2) to get out of the house 3) to do homework.).

From here, the day got crazy. First, we realized we forgot all our quarters when we were on the way to the Laundromat. Then, once we got there, we realized we had forgotten our detergent and dryer sheets. So, once we turned around to come back home we thought "Why don't we just go back and go to Safeway to get what we need." Yes, good idea! Well, once in Safeway it took us about 15 minutes to pick out the perfect smelling detergent - what a wreck. Okay, so we finally get to the Laundromat and we have absolutely NO idea what we are doing, not to mention it was a busy, nasty place. We kinda got direction from a few others as well as the owner - man, we stuck out like a sore thumb. The best (and weirdest) part about it, every time we went to change our clothes or do something, the owner was right on our back just staring at us. Litney and I couldn't help but just laugh!!

Um.............. so I guess this was a "had to be there" type of experience. =)

Goal: Close the generation gap!

2007-10-12T12:13:00.001-07:00

Monty Hipp gave a "self-prodding" message in chapel today with the topic of "Old People". What do you think about when you think of "old people?" I think of beauty, wisdom, good stories, grandparents, and adorable people - it almost brings tears to my eyes! The purpose of his message was to talk about closing the generational gap. We need to be able to connect with these men and women who have walked the road before us. THEY are in need of US and WE are in need of THEM. Monty gave the analogy of a batton race. They are going to be passing the batton to us once they push us to pick our speed and we are ready to take it.

It was a message I was encouraged by. He also talked about being friends with men and women from different generations. Instead of having them pray over you - let them pray WITH you. What a great concept! I want to learn how to learn from mighty men and women of God who have lived life! I want to collaborate my youthfulness with their elderness to create relationships that go unmatched.

This talk reminded me of this picture that always needs a second look. What do you see?

The little things...

2007-10-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

As I was walking back from lunch the other day at Northwest I saw this creature up the road and thought nothing of it. THEN, I realized it was a raccoon. Kinda random, right? Well, this morning I saw the lil fella again (Assuming its the same one because how many raccoons could there be on campus!! =)). He was just hanging out outside my office window then ran across the tennis courts. A student was walking by and did like a "take two"...it was hilarious!

(This is obviously not a picture of the NU lil fella, but isn't he cute? Gosh, if I liked animlas and wanted to have a pet, I would almost think of a raccoon!)

It's the little things that can bring a smile to someones face and this little random occurence made my day (so far!).

I have two main goals in life. - Joe Smith

2007-10-05T13:36:00.000-07:00

Okay okay okay, so I have been posting a lot lately, but I'm just making up for lack of posting previously! :)

Today has been a good day for the most part: I went to an always amazing chapel and I sat at lunch with a new friend, Joe Smith (how orignal, I know!). Joe is a student at Northwest U - but not just any student. He is a twenty three year old, second semester freshmen who is just starting his Nursing Degree. In prior years he had had his own business, apartment, etc, but something was missing: enjoyment! So Joe decided to come to Northwest in order to get a good education and do something he would enjoy in life. The reason for this? Well, Joe has two main life goals: To be the best husband and to become the greatest father. (Wow!) Though Joe seems like a pretty humorous and unserious person, he really said something profound here! He truly meant what he said when he wanted to be equipped to provide, to enjoy life, and to give all he could give to his future family! He wants to be the best man of God he can be - all around!

After hearing him and thinking about what he said, I hope and pray that all men begin to think like this, by having two main goals! I know that I want my future husband to have these qualities, visions and passions to be a man of God who is the best husband and best father. Wow!
Good job, Joe, and good luck!
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If you're a "visual" friend!

2007-10-05T12:25:00.000-07:00

So, like I said before...pictures were coming soon! Haha, these aren't all of them because my computer is still down, but this gives some visual insight to my new "Seattle-grad-student-fulltime-worker-quiet" type of life! However, all of these pictures are quite opposite of that! These pictures are from the FUN FUN FUN times I had previous to a full time job and 3 hour class 3 nights a week! =)

Brandon and I went to the Seahawks vs. Raiders game - it was a blast!

A few weeks later we went to the WSU game at Qwest Field where we got free tickets to go see Jeff Bowen - our home town super star!

My friend Chris Norman and I headed down to Portland to go watch Bethany University play volleyball. We FINALLY found the Jamba Juice for Chris.

My two new friends: Casey(M) and Amy(L). They went to school at APU and actually were neighbors with one of my friends' brothers! Casey and I go to SU together and are so similar its scary! She's an amazing woman of God and one great friend! We have been trying and trying to do "Breakfast Sunday" but it hasn't quite worked out as well as we thought. However, Casey and I still came together last week and I had my first baking experience: Banana Bread. We truly did not think it would come out correctly, BUT it ended up being delicious! Litney and I were so excited: Jessie Mansell was able to come up and spend a few days with us! What a fun girl!

I just realized I was eating ice cream in a lot of those pics! :) Tony came over the other night and made us Spaghetti.

These are just some of my pictures! California Trip pictures still to come!!!

A little chuckle for the day! :)

2007-10-04T08:08:00.000-07:00

So, work has been going well so far. I enjoy my boss (Teresa), the SPU interns I work with, the students, and the other fac/staff! However, this quiet environment is not easy for me. I am a loud person, for the most part. I like action, normal voice level conversations, music, and laughing. Well, none of these truly happen in this small quiet office. AND, I am working with people who are counselors so they have that soft, sweet, kind voice - SPEAK UP, darn it! Ha!

Anyways, I have been working on small projects and one includes creating advertising posters for Pre-Marital Counseling. As I was searching Google Images for older couples, I found this picture and it just made me laugh:

(You can't really tell with such a small picture - but they are just grumpy and angry looking!)

Now, what a happey couple!

Don't we all aspire to grow old with our mate and end up like this? :)

They're Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!

2007-10-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

(Disclaimer: I am not obsessed with the Spice Girls, nor do I pay attention to what is going on with them. However, I heard about their Big Return on the radio lastnight and thought I would recall some memories!)

Oh the dreams of little girls!

The Spice Girls have an everlasting impact in my life. They are a group who made for some of my best childhood memories!

Six of us made a five girl singing group who spent countless hours choreographing, dancing and singing to "Wannabe". I sit here and laugh as a think about all our community performances, costumes, fun times, talent shows, and randomness that came from this time in our lives.

Ladies, I miss you and I hope that in the near future we can make our big comeback too!! :)

A little behind....

2007-09-21T15:05:00.000-07:00

I have now lived in Seattle for 23 days and LOVE IT!! I know - I am just as surprised as you are! But I have got to go watch the Seahawks, Mariners, and WSU and it has just been a blast. I've gone to dinner with friends, had our first Seattle "Waffel Sunday", hung out with my sis and friends, had grown up slumber parties, and a whole lot more. I also went down to California this last weekend which was AMAZING!!! Oh, and the best part is: I GOT A JOB!!! A real grown up job and it is great so far. Sure, it's only my second day, but I love it!

Peace, Love and Happiness!

(I am waiting on a cord for my computer so I can download pictures and show all the fun times!)

The "real professional" world

2007-09-05T10:59:00.000-07:00

Since I can remember, I have always heard "This or That will look great on your resume!" I would like to think that I have had great experiences, worth-while jobs and grown a lot in order to be ready for the "real professional" world. But this is what I learned: the experiences you have had don't matter to a lot of people. For example, I am so blessed to have served as BUSG President, but who outside Bethany and my parents care?
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How do you make yourself stand out among all other applicants? A resume is a one sheet of paper that is suppose to summarize your life, who you are, and what you have to offer? That's insane!
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One thing I have realized about the "real professional" world is that it isn't so professional at all. People don't do what the say they are going to do when they say they're going to do it. People don't get back to you - whether on phone or email. It is unpersonable and seems to have a "higher than thou" personality.
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I can't wait to be tucked away in a small Christian university where I can know people, make a difference, and be touched by the lives around me. I can't wait to feel that love of community again and to know that people do genuinely care. I just have to get through the next few years first! =)

(This is my idea of a "real professional" world!)

My new home!

2007-08-30T12:26:00.000-07:00

I finallly made it to Seattle.

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Our apartment is a complete disaster with my things strung all over. But I am hoping to have everything done by today (obviously being distracted by blogging isn't helping!).
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I am already bustling with things to do, places to go, people to see. It is GREAT!!
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Pictures coming soon!

Recalling the longest summer of my life.

2007-08-26T20:53:00.000-07:00

As summer is so closely coming to an end, I think how quickly it has come and gone. In May when I was on my way home from school I was thinking "What the heck am I going to do for four months at home with my family in St. John, WA?" (For those of you that have lived away for a period of time and come back to St. John, you know the agony of what I was about to face.) However, these past four months have truly been relaxing, refreshing, nice, and a unique experience - something much needed after four years of craziness. I would almost say I was lazy but I am looking at it from a different angle and taking it as a huge blessing from God! (Excuse? Not sure yet! =)) I just wanted to take time to say a big "Thank you" to God and to reflect on some of my summer highlights:

1) Senior CRUISE. The Monday following graduation I was able to embark on a wonderful mini-vaca with 7 great people from Bethany! We began by road tripping down to LA to board our Carnival Cruise "Fun Ship" - and what a FUN SHIP it was!!! We had a great time in Ensenada, Catalina Island, and just aboard the ship! If you haven't been on a cruise - it would be of my highest recommendation!!

2) Vacationing to FLORIDA. In April, Leigh and I decided...It's time to party and vacation to Florida. What a great idea that was - we had a blast! At the end of June, in between Leigh's quarters, we took off for the Sunshine State: suntanned on the beach in Daytona, swam in the waves of the Atlantic, played Settlers, ran around in the rain, iindulged in Smoothie King, watched movies, slept lots, relaxed and had a great time. A week later we headed home - that's a whole other story! Recommendation: never fly to or thru Albuquerque.

3) Phase one of moving into our new Seattle Apartment (Pictures coming later). On July 5, Dad, Litney and I journeyed over to Seattle to begin moving into our cozy new home. Litney and I are so blessed because my mom and dad bought us all of our necessary furnishings - beds, mattresses, dressers, bookshelves, tv stand, futon, desk, etc etc etc!! (Thank Jesus for parents and their credit cards! =))

4) Days on the Lake. My family (+ Bob) was able to take a few days this summer to go out boating on Rock Lake. It was so great to just sit in the sun, have the wind in my hair and enjoy a relaxing time with people I love. My brother finally tubed by himself for the first time and loved it - he NEVER let go - I am not sure he knew he was allowed to!

5) Surgery. The after part wasn't such a highlight (in fact, it was the lowest low of my summer), but the fact that I finally got it done is great!

6) Helping with Swimteam and Cheerleading. Gosh, I never thought I would come back and be so involved with the community, but helping out with these youngsters was one of the best parts of my summer. It was such a blessing to see these kids grow and accomplish so much in just a little bit of time.

7) Hanging out with my family. I enjoyed the little Spokane outtings with my mom, the sibling "dates", and sports talks with my dad (like always). I am so blessed to have a family whom I love and who loves me! Over the past few days my mom has been transferring all our old home videos to DVDs so we have had the opportunity to watch the "growing up" process all over again. Man, I am not sure I have ever laughed so hard - some moments are absolutely humiliating! Wow!

8) Personal time. This summer allowed me to take a lot of time just to sit back and reflect on my life. Goodness, I am so blessed and thank God daily for all He has given me - especially for this great summer.

Seattle....here I come!!